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Uglier than ever.

 

There once was a girl who gave and gave. She gave and gave and they took and took and she still gave more of herself every time. Even when she couldn't give any more she still gave. And they took. Until one day, she awoke to find that there was barely anything left of her.....she had given it all to those who needed her. So she went away and crawled into her hole where she could reach into the depths of herself and discover the things that she needed to see to become whole again. In the meantime, the ones she had given to before became very angry. Why wasn't she there for them? They began spewing venom at her because they wanted her for themselves. No one who she helped even took a second to find out what was wrong with her. Little did they know she was once again locked away baring the ugliest depths of her soul to share with them, to help ease their sorrows. But they still wanted more. All they could think about was themselves and why she had went away and deserted them and their needs. They cursed her and spoke hateful about her behind her back. They sent her letters telling her that she owed them for who she was and that she was "fucking everything up", not once coming with any love or even acting like they cared for her because really, they didn't. You see they had yet to learn the lesson that she had learned a long time ago, so their selfish ways we're rotting for all to see....and the smell....the smell of the guilt and just the idea that they would act that way with someone who had given and given to them was putrid. 

 

And when she came back. There was a new scar with which she bared. One that reeked of betrayal and deceit. A deep dark open wound spilling out for all the world to see once again. And it was uglier than ever.


Posted on 09/03/2009 7:40 PM Visits: 67
peachypaw: 09/04/2009 4:09 AM
really well written
and it's so true...
voluptuosity: 09/04/2009 11:31 AM
It's like this was written about me. LOL FUCKING WEIRD! Well, up to the part where the girl goes away and does for herself. But my day will come. ;)

ps. You stole my future self.
mtcm: 09/04/2009 11:48 AM
you should make this a song mary.
vampiregirl88: 09/04/2009 3:50 PM
I luv this
killme13: 09/04/2009 4:13 PM
I read tis on your myspace its all about me.
WTOTFW
TH3 MUL3: 09/05/2009 10:51 PM
Hei Mary,
J here. I have this on all my live spaces and I printed it out and it hanging in my bedroom and living room with ur story when u were a child! Thank you again and the boyz for the signed merch and taking time outta time outta ur hectic life to write me a personal note!
JUNKI3 LOV3 4EVER AND CHOOBIEZ FROM JTOWN, XD!
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